Uninterested

I am currently only interested in completing my studies and studying stupidly hard for my exams in April. NOTHING else matters to me now. I just hope to find a job after that. Other issues, can wait..

Matthew Rogers out this week from AMI. i think that he doesnt have much popularity in the 1st place.. cept that he sang pretty OKAY lah. other than that, too OLDD.. yikes. i miss CLAY AI-KEN! hes the O-N-E..

Struggling thru my 3266 project.. where im supposed to create a online shopping website, i did on toys..! deadline next week. i think i no need 2 sleep for this last week. hope to finish it asap soon.. no time anymore.. gee, i haf the sudden urge to take loads of pics.. w frenz buds.. met xingliang today.. hahah haven seen him in ages man. stil the same old stupid guy. 5 mins after he sat beside me, he asked me for a MIRROR. stupid vain pot. said he thought got sth on his face. and he was on the way to sch to STUDY, though he had no lessons. wow.. MIRACLE or sth? i should drop by the turf club n buy some 4d.. wahaha.. yikes.. i also asked him abt his appearance in CLEO mag! they asked if he was open abt sex. his response: "sure, why not?" which made him sound like a jerk, or so he claims hahaha --> sth liddat, cant remember e exact phrasing, but was funny though. lots of CJ pple are in SIM. about half my C3 class is oreadi there lah. wat the hell....

MAD

gee. im crazy over this new song.. =) thanks to my sista.. Im always physically, mentally tortured by dear gerard zhang. tsk tsk, i wonder why. always clashing with my poor feet for eg. Standing stationary also can.

Was telling my buds that "I would only wanna marry at my ideal age of say 26-29, at most 30. sorta a goal that im looking forward to. these past 5 years have been all tests for me and my dar.. cjc, sucky army, his 'interesting' ntu life.. i wonder how much more spice could be added. but we're gonna get things thru, i hope?!

he just loves IJ gals, or should i say ADORE. as for me, SJI is good. perhaps one fine day, he May meet some other better, prettier, smarter gal with a better figure, so would i, as i move into a new phase "working adulthood". i think that has gotta suck big time, when i'll finally be working full-time and its time i contribute some to the household. but til then, its just the both of us.

Saturday Night

Every wicked minute, I sit here thinkin of you
I can't wait 2 get in it, I'm waitin for the week to be trough
Saturday is the only day I wake up thinkin bout
Cuz any other day is just another day no doubt
Cuz everytime I think about you thoughts go trough my mind
And everybody is working for the weekend
Everything is on my mind on saturday night
Do knock out all my fellows with their hunneysz by my side
The DJ plays a record till it hits the morning light
And everythings gonna be OK, Cuz it's a saturday
Ain't thinkin bout Monday or Thuesday or Wednesday It's allright
Ain't thinkin bout Thursday or Friday cuz tonight it's Saturday night

Every wicked hour, I think about just you right by my side
And I can't wait much longer, wanna show you how I feel for you tonight
Saturday is the only day I wake up thinkin' bout
Cuz any other day is just another day no doubt
Cuz everytime I think about you thoughts go trough my mind
And everybody is working for the weekend
Everything is on my mind on saturday night
Do knock out all my fellows with their hunneysz by my side
The DJ plays a record till it hits the morning light
And everythings gonna be OK, Cuz it's a saturday

Everything is on my mind on saturday night
Do knock out all my fellows with their hunneysz by my side
The DJ plays a record till it hits the morning light
And everythings gonna be OK, Cuz it's a saturday
Ain't thinkin bout Monday or Thuesday or Wednesday It's allright
Ain't thinkin bout Thursday or Friday cuz tonight it's Saturday night

Saturday is the only day I wake up thinkin bout
Cuz any other day is just another day no doubt
Cuz everytime I think about you thoughts go trough my mind
And everybody is working for the weekend
Everything is on my mind on saturday night
Do knock out all my fellows with their hunneysz by my side
The DJ plays a record till it hits the morning light
And everythings gonna be OK, Cuz it's a saturday
Ain't thinkin bout Monday or Thuesday or Wednesday It's allright
Ain't thinkin bout Thursday or Friday cuz tonight it's Saturday night

Everything is on my mind on saturday night
Do knock out all my fellows with their hunneysz by my side
The DJ plays a record till it hits the morning light
And everythings gonna be OK, Cuz it's a saturday

Im in love..

its amazing somehow how it has been so long, and yet the feeling is still there, though of cos the 'passion' isnt as hot as before. but its not totally Zero. I went into this relationship with my baby, at first just to 'try-out' gee. turned out to be . . . i'm now a different Joan Chin eva since i was together with him, for the better............

he's just one great, cool, funky guy, fussy over the weirdest things.. haha i shall skip the details.. and he did something really sweet today.. =) i forgot my certs while going for an interview.. was already on the bus to sch, and if i were to go back i would definitely have to take a cab to sch.. $14 bucks down e drain. i dropped, planning 2 make my way home. *dammit* then i thought since my sis was at home she cld meet me later at an mrt or sth... msged my darling, and he called me offering 2 pick up e certs fm home and pick me up fm sch.. haf lunch tog. and send me 2 the office itself!! so damn sweeeettt... aww man..... he really didnt have to do it.. but he did. luv ya baby.. i appreciate it v v much..

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did a test on http://www.idealpartner.org.uk/ipbi/WhatJob.asp Try it. Its pretty much true..
Here are the results:

Ki System

Natal Year number: 9
A cheerful soul, Joan is an attractive individual whose humour and charm can inspire others to follow her ideas. Although her active brain can generate many bright ideas, she cannot be guaranteed to finish one idea before starting on the next. Although money tends to burn a hole in her pocket, Joan will always maintain the impression that all is well.

Natal Month number: 2
Compassionate and supportive of others, Joan is something of a perfectionist who will find it hard to delegate even routine tasks. Joan is hard-working and good with details, but to get the best out of her, Joan needs to know that in the end her efforts will be properly rewarded and acknowledged.

Natal House number: 3
With a high energy level, and ambitions to match, Joan will show early promise. Unless her tendency to expel this energy on too many projects can be overcome, a promising beginning may soon evaporate, giving way to anger and frustration. Joan is someone who enjoys a good time with an active social life, and needs the direction of more sober minds.

Comments based on Western Grid

1

Although Joan may be reasonably talkative in public, she finds it difficult to express personal feelings to those closest to her. In employment terms, this inhibition is of little consequence.

22

Highly intelligent and acutely sensitive, Joan is a good judge of other people's motives and character. She enjoys high intelligence, and with a number 7 (in the Western Grid) she would be suited to a vocation in the priesthood. Sensitive to the needs of others, Joan should be employed to the benefit of those who lack the advantages enjoyed by others.

5

Well-balanced, with an understanding and compassionate nature, Joan is a natural leader who can inspire others. But she needs a certain amount of freedom at work and at home. With a compassionate and caring nature, and with the ability to get on well with others, Joan will be a strong member of any team and will provide solid inspiration and support to her colleagues.

7

Joan will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Joan will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.

8

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Joan nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Joan needs a job that offers variety.

9

Ambitious to improve her lot, Joan will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of Activity: the numbers 7, 8 and 9] Enjoying the outdoors, Joan is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Joan, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.
[The Arrow of Determination: the numbers 1, 5 and 9] Determined and persistent, Joan has the patience to wait until she has achieved her goal. She enjoys a progressive and enterpreneurial approach, and as such, will be an asset to any employer. If the number 4 (in the Western Grid) is missing, she will be inclined to lose her temper on occasions.
[The Arrow of Emotional Balance: the numbers 2, 5 and 8] Understanding and compassionate, Joan is well-balanced. She possesses sound leadership qualities that are of use in a wide variety of jobs. With an understanding and compassionate nature, Joan can appreciate the views of others, and thus gain the respect of the community in which she lives or works.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

1

Joan will make some money and enjoy a reasonable standard of living.

2

Joan has an average mind, and without the numbers 4 and 9 in the Chinese version will not enjoy a creative existence.

4

Intelligent and logical, Joan is not someone who acts rashly on the spur of the moment.

5

Emotionally well-balanced, Joan is not too intense, and will reach the right decisions. However, with the numbers 2 and 3 in the Chinese version, the balance may be upset.

8

In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9

Although Joan is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.
[The Arrow of Willpower: The numbers 1, 5 and 9] Joan is somewhat stubborn and very determined. Holding strong opinions that she will voice without reservation, she will nevertheless reach her goals through persistent hard work.
[The Arrow of Determination: The numbers 2, 5 and 8] Joan is patient, yet determined. Decisive when necessary, she will never lose sight of her ultimate objectives. She is prepared to wait in order to realise her ambition.
[The Arrow of Intellect: The numbers 2, 4 and 9] Joan is intelligent, articulate and enjoys a first-class memory. She has a logical and analytical approach that suits her to the legal, medical or accountancy professions.

Hell Yeah!!!


You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


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screw up & screw you

I think people should learn to not to do unto people, unless they like to be treated back in the same way, its unfairness and I believe that "what makes the world go round will go around".. Tiredness settle onto me.. Im going to chiong this weekend, that's for sure..

guys CANNOT resist temptations.. I have not seen any proof so far. and being normal, average girls: (not flirty, bitchy ones, mind you) they will definitely feel insecure somehow, somewhere, sometime. thus, it would be nice to have a good pat on the back, compliment once in a while..

Saturday was such an ITCHY DAY!!!!!!! dammit... i was sorta down with HongMok, according to my mommy and grandma! argh.. like rashes but duno what's the cause.. the whole night ended up scratching, until i couldnt tahan went 2 my mom and ask for help. damn i should have gone to her earlier!!! then i would have ended my misery earlier. her medicine super powerful... half tablet and the rashes and itchness was gone in no time. walau............

saw alot of my friends at zouk, didnt wanna go, but went anyway for awhile. met yvonne!!! so glad 2 c her!!! hahah, she still remembers my sister and all... missed her alot man!! glad 2 have caught up with her n stuff....